Monday, April 28, 2008

Always Hit A Wall Called LIFE

I know have to say welcome to my hell, things up til now have been fine (i guess), Theres a new member of my family, his name is Champ, i had a pampering party with my friends and family which went well for the most part, i got yankee vs indians tickets and sat behind/beside home plate which was so awesome, i had such a good time, still work to much and i hate my job with a passion and im looking for a new one as i type this out, THEN theres yesterday, i told my boss ahead of time that i needed to leave early on sunday so i found someone to cover me for my breakfast shift so i could decorate cakes, cause sunday is our cake day and i didn't want to leave them with nothing, i HAD to be out of there at 11:30 i didn't get to leaave until 12:30, i don't ever ask my boss for much, and i do things for him all the time even though i hate it, i wanted to take the whole day off, but i was being considerate enough not to, so i was late to what i had to do, GREAT! my boy was mad at me and i was pissed off, all i could do after screaming was cry and i did. After that all happened i went to the event and went to his parents house, where we told his dad that we wanted him to check on the car, he drove it around and checked it out and told us we need to take it somewhere and have it checked. Ding Ding, i called my friend and asked if her dad can look at it, Greatly enough he has it at his shop now. His parents gave us a car and within the same hour of taking ours to the shop, that one took a crap. We now have no car. After the day from hell we come home to relax and sure enough my boy went on the computer and he got an email saying that im cheating on him. adding to my perfect day, he knows its a lie but im still pissed and it is a lie, i would never cheat on him, i love him to death, i can't stand to be away from him and im alway with him. my title still stands im Anti Drama but it still rides on my back.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Less Stressed

Yay! i have finally kicked my butt in gear, my wedding is in august and i was falling so far behind and have had extremely bad luck as of this far in planning it, First and always have restricted funds and are having trouble paying and getting what i want. Then my photographer who was an amazing guy fun to be around he took my senior photos and i fell in love with his work, sadly in december i received a phone call from his wife while i was at target, she told me that he had a heartattack and didn't make it, i was stunned and extremely depressed . So i needed by default to find another photographer. Then after i found out i fell into a slum and didn't focus on anything at all. Not good considering the limited time to reserve and plan everything. But something hit me and hit me hard so ive been in high gear searching and planning. In a matter of one afternoon i have managed to find a Dj for the reception hall that i finally booked in Feb, and after going to the huge bridal show in Jan, i have found a photographer. Yay! All i need to do NOW is find a dress, reserved tuxes, start invitations, completely finalized the guest list and stop putting people on and taking them off, finish registering to places for the bridal shower, etc. But im excited to know that whatever helped me kick my butt in gear im glad because if not there would be no wedding : (

Monday, April 14, 2008

I know

I know its been awhile since i last wrote anything, but one i keep forgetting that i have a blog and two im working seven days a week and planning my wedding, which is harder than expected and im falling so far behind, its not looking to good, i'll just be so glad when its all over.